What Happened?

I don't understand what happened
Maybe you can explain
Why things are different
And why I'm going through much pain

Why did you change?
It's surely not for the better
I just need to know why
That's why I'm writing you this letter

You act as though we're strangers
Like we've never known each other
I know I can be possessive
But I never meant to smother

The only reason I did
Was because I love you so
You are my best friend
And I didn't want you to go

But my plan didn't work
For away you have gone
Leaving me to myself
Where I've become withdrawn

I know I like they boy you like
But I can't help it, you see
My heart controls my feelings
I want you to have him, not me!

If I could change my feelings magically
I would hand him over to you
For if this is why your feelings changed
Can we fix it and make it new?

I'm sorry I always tell you my problems
I just needed a place to vent
I want you to tell me yours too
God told me you were Heaven-sent

I know you want more friends
So do I, so let's make more
If we only had each other
Life would be a bore

But why do we have to stop being best friends?
You said we'd always be
But we don't talk anymore
And you say that you're happy

I want you to be happy
But you said you loved me too
Why are you going away from me?
You said we'd never be through

I wish you missed me
I miss you so much I'm blue
We said best friends forever
I thought you meant it too

But if you don't want to be friends
I guess I'll have to deal
But I know I'll always wonder
If our friendship was ever real

I love you and I always will
No matter what you do
If you leave me on the floor
Or rip my heart out black and blue

You'll always be my best friend
You'll always be special to me
I just wish you could understand
I wish that you could see

I wish you could believe in us
Like you used to before
Before you left our friendship
And sent me out the door

If you want to hurt me
Just leave me and go
Turn my heart like ice
And break it into snow

Shoot it with a bullet
Shatter it like glass
Throw it in a fire
Never let it last

But even if you hate me
I will always love you
You will always be my best friend
I just wish you knew...