Am I?

Am I pushing something that cannot be? Am I trying to hard to make myself see?

Am i pushing myself in the wrong direction? Am i pushing myself to see perfection?

Honestly these are questions that I do not know. I try and look deeper but the answer will not show.

Because I will never see the real answer until it is there. I will never know until my heart tells me that I care.

I wont know how it feels until I'm there and everything is real. I will never know until it is something that my body can feel.

Pushing a relationship that prob. wont work out. Having decisions and feeling with a doubt. I'll never know until I push myself to see.

See if you and I are really meant to be..