Everyday

I shut the door,
sit down
my back against the wall.

My worlds come to a complete stop,
i feel like a trapped soul
in this body.

No more feeling of happiness,
pain,tears,and anger are all that remain.

I look at my scared flesh,
wondering what i was to become,
because of this.

My heart gave out a cry;
i wanted nothing more then to die.

I want to sleep forever,
i cry for deaths hand.

I give up on all hope of every being happy.
I know it's not true.

People say happiness lays within you.
It's a lie.

I've tried and tried,
but have only made the urge
to die stronger.

I wipe away the tears, lock away
the pain. Put on a painted smile and go out living a lie.

Just like everyday, hoping some day; release from this hell will come soon.

-Yea it's been awhile since ive made a poem i know its not Great,but if you could leave comments and stuff i'd be thankful!-