Stop with the lies

I love you for your friendship
Promise not to cry,
Ill b okay but its just something I have 2 do?
Dont tell me no stop
This is the only pain i have control over without giving misory 2 every1 else
So plz dont laugh
i already have hoped i would die
can u make it any worse?
im doing sumthin much better than takin my life
im helping myself cant u c?
Isnt sliting my wrist so much better than takin my life?
cant you c how much pain uve put me through?
do u think u can just push me away without breakin my heart?
I guess its true u dont no wat uve got untill its gone and now i have nothing plz dont tell any1 wat ive just said they\'ll find out soon enough
when they look at my wrists they\'ll figure it out and plz dont shout
That my life isnt all as i put it out
i mean y should it b
sometimes i even think my own parents dont want me???
so dont worry im not taking my life
but im trying 2 control the pain
ill b okey its just my life is 4ever blood stained!??
Dont doubt that i wont do it becuz their will b proof
this isnt a gooof
i luv u and u told me goodbye
y must every friendship or person i luv die?
theirs only 1 thing left 2 do if i do sumthing wrong and do take my life i just want u 2 no that ive loved u from the start and no 1 can ever take that away if i do do something wrong and take my life
tell my mother and father that i didnt mean 2???
Hopefully everything will b okay and ill still b here 2morrow
but dont tell me lies
becuz im not taking my life?
You\'ve done it once plz dont do it again i just cant handle it?
Im gonna b okay after 2nite ill b the old kaley you knew but 4 2nite
i cant take it every1 just 2day has pushed me over the edge
After 2nite ill b far from the edge this is just sumthing i have 2 do 4 me...
plz dont worray ill b okay just dont pretend 2 b at my side
dont lie and tell me u luv me
when i can clearly c
that its all just a lie!

Dedicated 2 jonathan c wat you do to me!!!!!!