Haha you were a little off, it wasnt about me and the world conflicting, the conflict was between me and a certain trait that i had come to realize. I realized that i got into relationships just to make myslef feel less alone, and more purposeful. like without even feeling nething fo rhte person in return, and this one girl made me realize it. I was like an intoxicating substance because of the disguise i wore. like i made it look like i was in love but really was building up to their destruction of heart break. but this one girl i want to love so bad, i think she deserves it but i cant because somethings missing. and the end is a fantasy about being able to feel for her and actually love her. well ne ways now to your poem haha as we agreed. well your poem seems to be about what i want to feel for this girl. about having someone that can stop the second hand and break the binding time. im happy for you if your still together if not then there are otehr ppl out there so dont feel alone.

Omgsh thats so cute hun.. keep writing

I had a "friend" like that oh...how i wish i could get him back
auna