Why? Why do I have this feeling?
Loss of self-worth
What happened to my self-esteem?
False optimism, cuts like a knife
My heart is slowly about to explode
I have this feeling
A confused mix of bitterness and envy
Restless passion fills the air
Im on a rollercoaster I wish it would stop
I keep watching the world spin around me
I feel so insane and even selfish
I know Im not enough
Its hard to feel this
A weed amongst the flowers
