My confusing emotions...

by The Lonely Rose   Oct 10, 2006


The more I think the more I get confused?
The more I think about being with them the more I hurt..
Who to chose..
Who to give endless love..
I love them all..
Who to tell...

DO I hide it among myself and let me die inside not knowing who will hold me at night..
Cuddle with me when we are in a loving mood..
Takes care of me when I'm sick..
Tells me that I'm beautiful no matter how much i reject it..
Gives me hugs that just makes me all warm inside..
The guy who will put me in his big strong arms when I'm down and hold me as I cry...

DO I tell them and Torture myself to chose...
Will it turn out good in the end
Will they all desert me in the end..
Will I be happy with the one I
chose..

I don't know what to do anymore..
I've been hurting inside...
Trying to think..
What will happen If I do something about it..
What will happen if I tell nobody..
I cry inside knowing this..
Dying inside...
Crying a river for the guys I love..
Scared knowing if they hate me or not..
If I do something about it..

I can't leave this Earth because I might see them with me...
What can I do...With all my confusing emotions...

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  • 18 years ago

    by Esther

    Like, i liked! nice! 5/5! i don't understand why every-one has been giving it a 4? stupid jelous peole that down-vote should be shot!!

  • 18 years ago

    by Nicole

    This is a really good poem. 5/5 ur a really good writer. its so fluent and easy to know what ur trying to say well done. keep writing

  • 18 years ago

    by Sweet lig

    Though poems not really flowed well, i really like the way u write, i understand what this poem trying to say! i actually expreience about this situation i got so confusing into my self and dont know what to do.. so this is great poem for me.. most important u write it w/ all of ur heart so great job and keep it up5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by ForeverYoung

    Good poe, although i dont realy understand why you have Do in capital letters in the second and third stanza.

    The flow needs a little work, but over all it a good poem.

    In answer to all the questions in the poem, the most important thing is you, and its up to you what you choose, but be honest to others and with yourself and you will find that things start looking a little clearer.
    Be strong and be true to yourself!

    All the best

    4/5

    ~Murder.

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