Drifting asleep,
I think I was behind the wheel.
Whatever I felt,
Didn't feel real.
I was going,
But now I've gone.
To a place,
I thought I belong.
The ringing in my ears,
Finally faded away.
I'm at the brink of tears,
But everything is okay.
I need a drink,
I need a smoke.
You probably think,
That this is just a joke.
The anger fueled me,
And I don't know why.
Maybe I shouldn't be,
Here in the darkness in which I lie.
I can do anything now,
Could I then?
I wonder how,
It will all begin.
First a cig,
Then a beer,
Now I dig,
Through this fear...
That my heart won't be up to par,
For anything that happens next.
I hope that this small car,
Won't make it that complex.
Welcome back to reality,
Welcome back to morality,
Welcome back to insanity,
Welcome home.
