Insecure Soul

Insecure Soul

You have pushed me too far! You have interfered with my beliefs. For over two years you've had a very strong hold over me.

I admit it's my fault. I did let you in. But I thought that my wish had finally come true. I thought that you'd be my best friend.

I thought that you were my Romeo, and I thought that I was your Juliet. But I guess I was caught up in a make believe romance, because things didn't happen like that.

At first you said that I was beautiful. And live; you couldn't without me. But things changed now you hate my guts, you even took back my engagement ring.

I'm afraid of being alone now, because I've been with you for so long. I don't think that I'll make it without you. I guess I have an insecure soul.

But I'm leaving today; I don't care how I feel. The love that you claim that you have for me is phony and I need something real.

I know that my days will seem so much longer now, and my nights unbelievably cold. But I'll take my time and heal my mind and nurture my insecure soul.