Stopping is the hardest thing....

I am not strong enough to pretend I am not hurting
Picking up the pieces of my broken heart
Isnt something that happens easily
It takes an eternity.

The pain is unbearanle
Remembering the laughter
Remembering the smiles
Remembering the kisses
Our first kiss, my first kiss

You turn my life upside down
Telling me you love me
Like its something that I should want to hear

But I cant keep doing it
Not with you
Not with the one person
Who I gave my whole heart to
And who I never got it back from

I want to stop loving you
I need to stop loving you