I cut myself today, To see if I could still feel,
The pain sweeps through me, Should I swallow the pill?
I hurt myself today, Don't want the pain to be real,
It hurts more than death, Is it my time to kill?
Death cuts through me, Like a sword through sand,
There's nothing left anyway, Why won't you hold my hand?
I can feel it wriggling deep inside, eating me from the core,
Can't seem to get it out, Is there nothing for me, anymore?
Death consumed me today, It's the price I had to pay,
For feeling this [f][u][c][k][e][d] up way, Why do you have nothing to say?
The knife went through me, Nothing's all that I feel,
Where are you when I need you, my special pill?
