Chapter 8 - Soon im gonna die

I see life around me,
But I can\\\'t live mine,
You\\\'ve taken it all away,
You own all my time.
I can\\\'t seem to touch the world of others,
The life they live is behind a wall,
Why can\\\'t I put my hand through?
I just seem to fall.
I kill myself a thousand times,
To pay the highest emotional fines,
But it\\\'s all inside my head,
Gotta put these feelings to bed.
I wanna leave you, but know I can\\\'t,
Tried so many times, you [f]ucking cunt,
Why can\\\'t you let me leave you, why can\\\'t you cut that tie,
It doesn\\\'t matter, soon I\\\'m gonna die.