I hide behind this mask,
To keep from losing my mind.
I have so much pain,
From this thing you call life.
I want you to hear me,
I know you can.
You see my pain,
But you don't realize.
You want to help,
But you don't know how.
You say you are there,
But how?
What are you doing?
I want you to hug me,
When I cry.
I need you to talk,
When I'm lost for words.
I need you to show me,
That your love is there.
Sometimes I don't feel it.
I feel lost,
And alone.
I hate myself,
And you know it.
You have seen my scars,
Many times before.
The pain in my eyes,
Yet still, you choose,
To deny it all.
I love you, more,
Every single day.
But our time is fading,
We are falling apart.
I never want this to be.
I never want to lose you,
To another.
I can see it happening,
Too soon.
All I can say is No!
This can never be.
I need to talk,
To give you light,
On my dark life.
But maybe,
You already know all,
So why should I speak?
Why should I let you in?
Why should I care about you?
Why???
Because I love you..
