Sitting in the darkness
illuminated by the moon
there is a little girl
that has grown up way to soon
sitting in the darkness
surrounded by her pain
there is a little girl
that wants to start again
sitting in the darkness
filled with deep despair
there is a little girl
that wishes she was unaware
sitting in the darkness
holding tightly to the picture
there is a little girl
that wonders about her future
sitting in the darkness
surrounded by her fear
there is a little girl
that cant even cry a tear
sitting in the darkness
knowing shes all alone
there is a little girl
praying for a peaceful home
sitting in the darkness
afraid to go to bed
there is a little girl
that wishes she were dead
-Failing Truth-
So whats the deal,
so whets the truth,
are you wasting my life?
Are you wasting my youth?
how do I know,
that Im your only,
cause all your excuses
sound lame and phony,
how do I know,
that you actually care,
that Im not on a leash,
& Im not just thin air,
you say its your parents,
you say youre not sure,
you dont want people to know,
and it cant last forever,
or am I just one,
of the many on your belt,
are you lying to me,
how am I supposed to tell,
all of your reasons,
sound like the rest,
"Im afraid of commitment"
"we will need to rest"
"it cant last forever"
"my parents know best"
"I feel to scared"
"not even for you"
"were way to young"
"Im not sure I love you"
you give in a little,
when Im about to leave,
every single time,
you change a little for me,
but Im tired of hurting,
Im tired of not knowing,
Im tired of thinking,
ill just be left lonely..
