Poems i like4

-Good morning day-

Good morning day,
Im sorry Im not there,
all my favorite friends,
vanished in the air,
its hard to fly,
when you cant even run,
once I had the world,
now Ive got no one,

good morning life,
Im sorry Ive lost faith,
I just dont see the point,
Im running out of space,
its hard to walk,
when you cant even crawl,
once I walked on air,
now I only fall,

good morning family,
Im sorry I dont care,
for another beating,
to be left cold or bear,
its hard to try,
when you cant even speak,
without being called worthless,
without feeling you re weak,

good morning lord,
Im sorry I have failed,
you left me gasping air,
and hanging from these nails,
its hard to speak,
when you cant even sigh,
once I felt the light,
but now I wish to die,

good morning earth,
Im sorry I cant breath,
my mind is only focused,
on the pain under my sleeves,
its hard to heal,
when you can never learn,
now guilt consumed in my soul,
forever I shall burn.

-Dieing Faith-

I try,
to be the man I am,
in times of broken light,
and fading dreams and plans,
that seem so far at night,
the stars that taunt me so,
are drifting out of reach,
the memories that I loath,
refuse to ever bleach,

so why,
why do I try,
when Im left so alone,
and the few sunny skies,
are clouded by my "home"
I try to take the "flight"
but crash into the ground,
these burning tears and hate,
have only brought me down,

its hard,
its hard to keep my faith,
when I cant find your signs,
in pain my eyes have bathed,
my life has made me blind,
your lies have scared my brain,
and ripped apart my heart,
experiences always make,
things harder from the start,

I pray,
to someday understand,
the reasons I am here,
but the moments damn demands,
only make me fear,
the future soon to come,
and all possibilities,
cause Im already breaking down,
the world has me on my knees.