Useless...

I wish I could help someone in need and not just stand there and let them bleed...
I wish I could be the person they wanted and needed and not the person they rejected and hated...
I don't mean to do things that are reckless... I guess that just proves that I am useless...
When they care I turn away... And worse, that I do it everyday.. And when they try to reach out their hand I want to be in another land...
But when they turn and say they're happy... I wish that that person was me...
I don't mean to be cruel and ruthless.. I guess that just proves that I am Useless...
I am no help to anyone... But I often wish I could be that one. The one that helps ones in need... The one that doesn't let someone bleed. The one that can cure and care for everyone... I wish I could be that one...
don't mean to be so useless... but that is just me... I can't help that I'm useless.. and useless.. yes, useless... is what I always shall be...