Things Are Different

2.23.04

Things are different…
Now that you’re gone
Out of my life…but I know
You aren’t coming back at all.
I miss you a lot…
But you don’t care
You’re such a baby
Even the slightest things…
You aren’t able to bear.
You left me without
Anything left to say
You said you loved me…
So how can you stand
To treat me this way?
I gave you everything I had…
But that wasn’t enough
I gave you all my love…
But now it just makes you mad.
Every time I think of you…
It hurts me so much inside
It makes me want to turn
my head away and hide!
From this horrible world
That you left me in
Please cant you just
Leave me alone for good
And let my new life begin?
You left me so much pain
And grief that wont go away
And all the hurt I feel within
That just insists…
That it wants to stay!
Can’t you see how much
You ruined my life
You made me give up
All the pain and strife.
For my love for you
Was so very strong
If you only knew
For the days for me
Were so very long
So cant you just
Leave my life forever…
Because things are
So different now
And it makes you feel so clever.
So wont you just go away
And leave me alone for good
Leave me to be my own person…
Just like you know you should?