I keep asking myself where has my smile gone?
where is it hiding?
where can i find it again?
how can i get it back?
i can smile but its not coming from the inside!
I'm hurting so much inside and i can still ware that fake smile!
maybe then no one can see me really!
i shut my eyes at night when alone and the tears fall out of My eyes down my cheeks!
wishing he was here to wipe my tears away!
i don't wanna feel that incomplete feeling anymore!
he made me feel whole again..
he made me smile form within not just on the outside!
where and how can i find that smile i miss so very much again?