When we first met it was like our very own little fairy tale,
I knew from the moment I first saw you,
We'd share something special for years to come.
It felt too good to be true when we got together,
My perfect guy I had spent hours dreaming of in my head,
Was right here, everything I ever wanted was you.
We spent everyday together,
When we were with each other nothing else mattered,
With you time stood still.
I felt things for you I had never felt before,
I found myself thinking of you all the time,
You were the first thing I thought of in the morning,
The last thing I thought of at night.
We would spend hours talking about our future together,
I really thought you were "the one."
But then my fairy tale started coming to an end,
You didn't want to spend all your time with me anymore,
You began calling me less and less,
And I began to felt neglected.
I questionned what I'd done wrong,
Anything I could do better,
I gave you everything I could,
I loved you any way I could,
But it wasn't enough for you.
You decided that you're feelings weren't as strong for me anymore,
No longer were you mine.
All our future plans gone just like that,
All I had were memories, but I wanted more.
Then you told me you were with somebody else,
I wasn't angry with you, all I wanted was you to be happy,
So I had to let you go and try to move on.
My life was beginning to make sense again,
I was doing OK without you being a part of my life,
But then one day you told me you regretted everything you've done,
That you love me and can't go on.
I was apprehensive of letting you back in my life again,
I'd been hurt before I didn't want to be hurt again,
But you and your friends made me take a chance,
I really thought it could work out again,
I was so wrong.
Now we're still not together and it feels like you're leading me on,
You've even told me you're unsure of how you feel about me,
I look in your eyes searching for what I used to see,
But I don't see what I used to see
I'm trying to keep it together, faking my smiles, trying to make myself believe that I'm ok,
But I know that I'm falling apart.
Everybody can see that I'm good for you,
Everybody but you.
I remember all those time you told me you'd love me always,
And all those times I told you that you were wrong.
You told me that I should believe you,
That you really would love me for all of time.
Now I feel like a fool for letting you back in my life,
So why can't I just let you go?
