Waking up, for me
is hard to do
cuz it means
another day to get through
Time drags on
seconds pass
but the pain inside
always lasts
Endless hours
of feeling alone
endless days
I'm on my own
Happy times
so far away
cant even remember
when i felt that way
I'm numb to everyone
cuz i don't wanna feel
if i let people in
then the pain becomes real
Its too hard to take
so i block out it all
it keeps me alive
but in the end
this will make me fall
Everyone around me
their voices seem to fade
the only way i can be at peace
is to pick up the blade
I cant believe no one notices
i cant believe no one cares
they ignore like it will go away
but the cuts are still there
My friends don't even see
i really thought they would
thought they'd be supportive
like i thought they should
But they never did
even though they claim
they're always there for me
my shelter from the rain
I close my mouth shut
i don't say a word
but i know its not true
a million times Ive heard
i really care for you
and I'll always be your friend
but its all bullsh**t
cuz i prove them wrong
in the end
My tears go unnoticed
but what can i say?
its not like i can tell you
i really need a friend today
This is my final plea
the last thing i will say
cuz only i will know
why i couldn't stay
