Crimson Red Tears

I stand back
And silently cry
Crimson red tears
Fall from my eyes
Do you see me
Standing there?
Is it that
You just don't care?
No one knows
On the inside I'm dying
I act happy
But I'm actually lying
Now I show
The true me
But do you actually see?
I hold up
The sharp knife
And slowly take away my life
No one
Will even miss me
This is the way
It had to be
As I lie
Lifeless on the floor
Cut all the way down
To the core
You look at me
And don't even care
Life just wasn't fair