Why can't I

Legs sore from running away, dreams keep failing me, morning's come so early, eyes swollen shut from tears, throat sore from yelling, trying to get thru to you, trying to hear you, no one wins, we all loose, fighting is so dull, just want attention from you, why can't I be the girl, why can't I be the one who Crys all the time, why can't I be the one who whines, why can't I be the one who gets my way, why do I, why do I, why can't I....