The whole story

And when you said I forgive you,
I believed you,
And when I said I was sorry,
I wanted you to know that,
i begged,
I pleaded,
I wanted,
Longed,
and suffered too,
did you?

When the truth came out, were you shocked at how you acted?
I was shocked at mine,
Did you ever really love me?
I did,
was it anything that I said that turned you away?
Did I do anything right?
why did you keep me around?
I cried and begged and pleaded....I suffered too,
did you?

hacking into my e-mail accounts, you really think that was smart?
e-mailing all my old bosses companies,
was that thinking about us too?
it makes me think that you never knew,
how to be a man anyhow,
childish things that high school kids play,
ruining my reputation then was not so hard,
but a life you ruin in todays age, is a life long feet you will never beat,
I am suffering too,
are you?