Liars die faster

I'm washing away the pain
making sure the scars don't heal.
it's the only thing left of you
the only thing i feel .

I'm flushing through the paper
that once was in your hand.
I try to get every word,
but there's something I don't understand .

you need me - love me & you'd hold on too
did you somehow forgot about me & you ?

I'll scream & shout & let tears run out
why were we so blind,
what was wrong with being strong ?

there's a piece of me that crumbles more
& it crumbles every single day.
it'll never be like it was before -
Now my heart just walked away .