How?

Its so cold,dry and dark.she feels so empty. what happen to the happiness?she still feels its presence might be there,but she knows its not.Her eyes are watery. a tear runs down her cheek as she tries to forget about her best friend,thinking about the words that were said.she dies inside with screams and cries.How could this happen to us?she thinks.she never knew how hard it would be to lose a friend in such a way.she never thought it would happen.why did things have to change?she feels that she cant live with this friend hating her with a passion so great.she takes a knife and slits her throat,and whispers the words....i will forever miss you.

OK ,i know this sucks,but i cant think straight ,i just lost the love of my life. my best friend in the entire world over the most stupid thing,and i miss her tremendously.