by LiveLoveBrunDie Oct 12, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
I know that I lock you out. I know that I wanna open up to you but I cant. I'm so scared that I will get hurt again. I just don't want that to happened. If I let it happen one more time Ill cry and hurt myself I donÃt want to again. I know that I lock you out but the reason why is because I have been through so much with other people I...I don't wantIt to happen again. I know that I love you with all my heart or whats left of it. I know how much you love me too but I don't knowwhats going to happen when you see the really me. I don't know if you'll love me the same way or just leave me for some one else. I don't know if I can go through that again. I really want you to see the REAL ME!! I REALLY WANT YOU TO SEE THE REAL ME!! |