Do you know?

Do you Know?
Do you know how hard it is to have everyone hate you? Never doing anything right, always the fool.. Never getting a job well done, or a good job. Just being alone, to break all the rules. If you show everyone a smile then they think youâ??re just fine. Let them see that youâ??re slowly falling apart and you have to explain why. Iâ??d rather keep the smile and act happy, then show everyone that I do cry. Showing them the emotion of tears, showing the that my hear is breaking in two. Letting people see Iâ??m not as strong as my little act. Letting everyone know just how much I got hurt from you. So flash a fake smile. And never let anyone see that youâ??re hurting for that one special boy. Donâ??t let them see you paranoid, to be alone, and to cry. Keep them guessing what youâ??re feeling, never let them see how youâ??re heart is just a broken toy.