My secret still Remains

After all this time
you can still pass me in the hallway and break my heart in pieces.
Just like how you always have.

I had no problem pushing my feelings aside,
ignoring you and what my heart desired.

I still wonder why it was never me that was in your eye
And still I stare at you pretending my heart doesnâ??t want you

But Iâ??ve always come to the realization,
My heart was in pieces because You would never give it a try.

I want to know how long itâ??s going to hurt like this.
And I want to be free from the spell youâ??ve put me under.

I never knew what it was I like
or what got my attention.
Every time I saw a glance of you,
I caught myself smiling.

I know Iâ??m nothing to you, and I know the thought of me doesnâ??t mean much.

I see you with her and something
inside of me still hurts.
What does she have that I never had?