Good poem I loved the repetition of "Contemplating suicide". To improve you could keep the same amount of lines in each stanza and making the poem rhyme really would make it better.

It was a great poem, i agree wit the same amount of lines. but i absolutely loved this poem. i have thought exactly what u have wrote and its not a happy thought... good job, keep it up =)

Good questions.

Effective use of repetition, and the continual questioning really conveys an sense of anxiety and aggitation.

My hope that these thoughts rarely trouble you.

*VioletRaven*