Addictions

Tonight i cut once more
right up my breast
to see if i could handle it
as just a simple test

it brought back so much pain
that i was trying to hard to forget
oh well it's just one more thing
I've never been able to quit

i cant keep a relationship
because of my own history
so I'm always alone
people have learned to let me be

my addictions scare people
but i am what they define
cause really they are afraid of me
they just dont know where to draw the line

friends will come
and friends will go
but my addictions have stayed
and began to grow

if you cant handle it
then leave me be
I'll become a ghost to you
and everyone that knew me