I've learned to love the lie,
Always keeping a fake smile across my face.
The memories are not forgotten,
The wounded scabs still remain.
So bury me deep in the night,
As I believe everything's alright.
Chorus:
I say that I'm okay,
That everything's just fine.
You believe every word,
Always leaving me behind.
I'm starting to believe my own lies,
Pretending it doesn't hurt.
I've become to numb to life,
Oh how I hate this life.
I don't want to try anymore,
I don't want to cry anymore.
Take the pain away,
Take it all away. [x2]
I always turn to sharpness,
Knowing it'll always be there.
It's the only thing that works,
The only thing that seems to care.
And empty pill canister beside my bed,
My lifeless body on the floor.
Put your lips to my beck,
Oh how I'm screaming for more.
Chorus:
I say that I'm okay,
That everything's just fine.
You believe every word,
Always leaving me behind.
I'm starting to believe my own lies,
Pretending it doesn't hurt.
I've become to numb to life,
Oh how I hate this life.
Put a bullet; inside of me.
Place me under; six feet deep.
