Bleeding Tears

How come I was always lesser?
I was never the same,
Of course you were always better.

And I'm sick of being
"Pretty,"
We both know thats not true,
Of course I'm not as pretty as you.

And I'm so fed up with being your shadow,
You know, what's her face?
Just stay out of my life, and out of my way.

I'm just plain tired of not being noticed,
I'm not cool enough!
I'm not pretty enough!
I'm too wierd!
God...I'm different and proud,
And I'd like to make that loud and clear.

So please,
Quit trying to make excuses.
You never were a good actor,
Despite what people say.
Like you really care about me,
If you did,
Wouldnt you be able to see
The painful tears that I bleed?

But this is a little bit
Too tough.
And I'm sick of playing such an
Unenjoyable game,
My love.