In the end

I'm falling down
I'm crying hard
voices are silent
screams aren't heard

shouting loudly
not being heard
I'm going crazy
no one there

all gone
drunk and fading
my happiest day
flashes by

shaking violently
can't stand still
blade in one hand
the other is fisted

draw it across
make the red river flow
begin to dream
the sound of falling rain

hear the dogs howling
footsteps coming closer
life is fading
door opens.........all gone