PAiN nOt HeAlInG

So its true i luv him nd i cant scrap the feeling
but the pain in my heart doesnt seem 2 b healing
but i hav 2 admit he was my favourite mistake
just to protect myself its him ill pretend to hate

everyday his at the back of my mind
in my dreams life is so kind
but im woken to where i feel pain
& where my feelings for him are startin 2 regain

So many times i\'ve thought of that nite
at how at the time everyfing felt so rite
I wish i could make my wish could come true
where we were 2getha nd i didnt feel blue

i wonda how he feels nd it meant nefin 2 him at all
but i wont let noone no how i feel i continue to stand tall
my real thoughts will neva cum out
i hope he feels the same but i have so much doubt

im left with this heart all battered nd bruised
i really thought that this time i wouldnt b used
but obviously i was wrong again
hopefully with time my heart will remend

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