Dear God
I'm crying cos I know I'm dying. All I feel is fear, it's forever here.how am I supposed to say goodbye? How can I tell my friends I'm gonna die? I'm a girl so lonely, my own dad disowned me.
Dear God
One day to go and I'll be ready, look my hands aren't shaking, I'm ready. God will you forgive me from taking my own life, but if you wanted to keep me alive why send so much strife?
Dear God it's time to go, I don't really have to tell you, you already know. Bless my family and friends, keep them alive, even if I don't survive.
Dear God I tried so hard to be good, but I was always misunderstood. I never said what I meant, oh you've seen how much I repent. But God, Father, I'll be safe in your arms at last and free from the demons in my past. I can't wait to die as much as I can't bear to say goodbye
Dear God my eyes are closing, I'm feeling weak, I'm sure the paper will say, the suicide of a freak. Cos that's all I ever was and would have been, now at last I can go and forever dream.
