Feelings For Love

I give my heart to who I love
What they don't know, is that its fragile
But loving & not hurting me
They don't know how to handle

My heart has been broken
One too many times
Things that happen in my life
Is what I get my poems to rhyme

I don't know what I did
To deserve this life I live
I cant bare all the pain no more
I don't want to live this life anymore

Sometimes I wanna die
Other times I'm happy I'm alive
I know I'm always depressed
And sometimes I don't know why

I want to give up on love
And I want to find that certain one
I cant stand my heart
Always being broken

Guys just tear it apart
But I want someone
That will put it back together
And change the way I feel about love

In my mind all the time
Wishing I was with you
And I wish you were still mine
I don't know how you feel

I want to be friends
Like we acted like before
Wondering how you feel
I want to know more

You wont talk to me
I just wanna say I'm sorry
But I don't know how
You act as if you hate me

I want you to remember me
Even though I felt I wasn't good enough
I know I'll remember you as the best
And hope for something more soon