In the name of Freindship

In the untamed darkness of your nights
I will burn like fickle of candle to give you light.
Like the homeless birds
in the strange yet my home
I shall sore day and night
to be of companion and company
to you, whom I wish not to lose sight of

I shall die
as do roses of desert
Leave thy land and dream
just to be in your presence
in a vast beside
your many scrambled and unfinished poem

I would scorn
the thought of thy own Happiness
Knowing you sad, and wet eye
I shall melt and rejoice
in doing so
Like tears of lost lover
to give you in your absence
no thought of flowing tears.

To you thy fairy
my heart is very submissive
its not a delude
that I wish to manifest
but a truth
that u exhibit no faith in.

Uncanny yet familiar
feeble but fearless
aggressive but friendly
thats what my heart
says of your personality

"you know me not"
thy fairy
you protest
"my life is dark meaningless
like the dead leaves of autumn
I am without a soul
Lying on the street
motionless and dead
thrust and stepped on
by every strangers
its a delusion
a madness that
hath seized you, thy fairy
you are not what your mouth so
plainly speaks of.

Left by your lover
you were once
an unfortunate
heart you had.
not worthy of your love she was.

by the light of the moon
and by the blood of your vain
you, wrote of her
and her beauty
you wrote till your pen broke
and the words got painful
until the moon died
and your world dressed
in black velvet.

soothed by the presence of her face
in your dreams you were
into reality so many times you tried to make.

Your wondering eyes
in search of her beauty
your heart craving
for a portion of her love

your hand burning
in need of her touch.
and your world withered without her.

all that she left behind
of the love your build
of what she failed to return
deception and sorrow
a portrait of what she lost
that is carved on your heart.

you cry for what you have gained
and she laughs at
what she has lost

A strange creature
you are thy fairy
unknown and unexplored
untouched and unseen
untold and unread
you are to this mysterious world.

Life is a game
with its own rules
follow the rules, play fair
you will be fine
its only my opinion my dear G.