Forgetting you

My thoughts are like the old re runs I ignore on TV.
Over playing the ides of hate and frustration
I challenge myself to Stay positive
And not think of the broken heart that is found hidden in my soul core.
But the Negative force that I\\\'m smuttered under feels never ending

I\\\'ve Deleted your Appearance from my dreams and blocked out the Sweet tender voice that once seduced me . The Eyes that would once swallow me whole, and now on a journey of forgetfulness

I understand that I was never what you wanted

I understand that you didnt relise the pain you inflicted on me

but the truth remains to stay very clear
unlike the lies that you fed my naive appetite.

the Love WE had, Was never What WE Wanted

And here I am Today,
Alone
Scared
and Shattered into a million of emotional pieces,
Leaving me in a hole of deep dark depression