Just slit my wrists

Just slit my wrists and cut my throat.
Don't wipe away my tears.
I know it's what you all want,
I don't hide away my fears.
I hold the knife up to my throat.
It's harder then I think.
I take the swipe, blood pours out.
I don't think I have time to blink.
My heart beats slower.
I panic from the sight.
What have I just done!
My body feels weak and tight.
It seems sad I have to go,
Seems sad I have to die.
I will be 6 ft under soon,
So now I say goodbye!