What are you gonna do?

I'm going on
Like nothing's wrong
I'll crash right in
And party all night long
And you'll never know
I just wanna die
I wanna cry
I wanna bleed
I wanna SCREAM

Hit me with lightning
Love me
or hate me
I'm desperate
for a change

You kiss her
you tell her
how beautiful she is
and you'll never know
I bleed each night
becuz i would die
to have her face
So i could take her place

The feelings that i hide
the lines you never read
you see it in my eyes
you read it on my face
Trapped inside are these lies
of the life i can't replace

Hit me with lightning
love me or hate me
I'm desperate
for a change

with memories of you
with linger with me each day
They wont seem to go away
why cant i just go back
cuz todays a brand new day
yesterday is over
but im still SITTING IN THE DARK

you say that you're lonely
well in case you didnt know
it tears this girl apart
she feels ******
so ****** low

Hit me with lightning
love me
or hate me
I'm desperate
for a change