Look What I\'ve Done..

Sometimes I wish I could just throw my life away..
I hate when I have to suffer thinking about it everyday...
Why do I have to play pretend and hide who i really am..
Why cant I be like everyone else and not give a damn..

Why does everyone around me get hurt because i screwed up..
Why do I have to be the one that makes them cry...
Why am I allways the one that makes them want to die?
Why cant i be forgiven now?

Im sitting in this cornor crying...
I feel my soul slowly fadeing and dying...
I\'m shivering, cold and so alone..
I feel like I have no home...

Now, My eyes are swolin..
Now, My wrest is bleeding...
My body is cold as ice...
My heart stoppped beating..

Now My eyes are closed...
Now I\'m gone..
I turned around and ran from life..
But i was cought by death...