What To Do...

I know you're going to leave,
I know that I can't make you stay...
But it's too much to believe,
That today could be our last day...

After a few weeks of training,
You'll be gone more than you'll be home.
While I'm here remaining,
I'll be figuring out life on my own.

I wonder if you'll think about me,
Like you SAY you will.
But when you look, what do you see?
The future gives me the a horrible chill.

What if you don't come home?
What if things do go wrong?
The rest of my life, I WILL be alone!
Because nobody else can make me strong.

It's so hard to say goodbye,
When you don't know if it's forever or not.
Trying so hard not to cry,
I'm giving everything that i got!

Just one more night with you,
Just one more sunrise.
Just one more day we'll go through,
Just one more look in your eyes.

I can't sleep at night without you next to me,
Yeah, I know it sounds kind of bad.
But there's so much in us that you don't see,
You're the best that i ever had!

You never hurt me at all,
Nor walked away from me.
You caught me when I began to fall,
You actually made me happy...

Nothing makes me feel better,
Than you falling asleep at my side.
And now I'm just going to be with you through every weeks letter,
Now i don't know if i should keep going or hide.