Time to smile...

She says "She's heading for a breakdown..."
But I'll be damnded if I'm falling down...
I know i don't vent like i should,
But believe me, i wish i could...

People don't understand me like i do,
Nobody understands EVERYTHING I've been through...
Sitting here, blinded with tears...
Just thinking about my passing years...

No way do i want to give up now,
I'm in way to deep to get out but I'll think of how...
I never made a promise that i didn't keep,
And i know that I'm going to lose plenty of sleep...

But I'm making a promise here and today,
That after time, I'll be OK...
I'm not going to hit a breakdown
In 50 years, I'll still be around!

This pain is just reminding me to stay strong,
Why give up after all this long?
So I'm breathing deeper than i ever did before,
Pulling up my sleeves and ready to break down any door...

I won't let stress break me down again
I won't let it cause my heart to end...
I got to learn how to live life,
I already know, but i need to know how to RIGHT.

I got to stop these things i call "happiness"...
It's causing me pain more than bliss...
I can't give it all up after all this while,
It's time to stop thinking and time to just smile!