OMG, I feel for you. :( That's a really touching poem. I know I can't tell you how you should feel or anything like that, but maybe you can still learn to love your new brother? And boy/girl brother/sister relationships don't have to be all bad. My little sister and I are closer than my little brother and I, and my best friend's a girl too, so don't think everything'll fall apart just because you can't have the same relationship with him. I mean, I know, honestly, that it's not the same, but you know, think of him as a fresh start you couldn't have with your other two brothers. If I'm way out of line here, sorry, just my IMHO. Now poem-wise, maybe it's an alternate spelling in some places, but I spell "dieing" as "dying." Just a minor detail, otherwise I loved it. xoxo
Harris

I agree. This is really touching. It's really amazing.

Wow, it was sad. so good tho.
Possibly you could learn to love him just because it isn't a girl doesnt mean you can't have fun or do all those things with. you can still love them, and you never ne it can turn out a girl.

I was supposed to be a boy but im a girl...
Stay strong.
Much love.
Amberinaa*

I relly like this one to, you havea gift:)