Iâ??m sitting on my bed,
My sheets are forever red,
My hands were shaking from all that pain,
Because I went and hit that vein,
The tears are running down my face,
My Friends stand there and look at me I descrase,
No-one to wipe them away,
From all that pain, I put my self through today,
I wish this could all Just end,
And go and die around that bend,
I really do not want to live another day,
To go through that, and have here to stay,
The cuts are so deep,
I cant seem to sleep,
Yet all I can think about is you,
Holding me, like I want you too,
I put down that knife,
And walk away,
Hoping that the pain would forever stay,
Making this be my last day,
I wish you would kiss me,
Just this one last time,
Hold me in your arms,
As I love you and say goodbye.
