There was a moment in my life when I felt the need to belong the need to feel good about myself..at this point of my life it seem like nobody was able to see who i really was like nobody could see that I have feelings too. Thoughts of suicide when through my mind many times I try to take away my life till that one day when i was away from my home and the only person i felt was the lord..and when I try to look back at those moments I try to leave this world i realize that the only reason why i never did it was because the lord always gave me hope and even though i didnt hear it i felt him say no you still many things to live for so hold on i\'lL call you when its time
