My lip bleeds
My teeth sink into my flesh
My hand griping my hair
so this is what god thinks is fair
hate is what saved me
but then again love was there
I start to bleed and cry
should I care
Do I care if I die
my heartbeat slows down
One thump then nothing
I wish I could feel
Feel anything
My tears stop
A rage over comes me
As a burst of laughter rushes out
I didn't even know what it was about
so I close my eyes
seeing the dark in my soul
the years of pain
years of suffering
years of hate
The stars could only speak truth
of my decent
As I left this world
My faith and love gone
At that moment I knew my life was done.
