My heart will heal, but my mind will not

I close my eyes to try and stop the voices
that echo in my head
there aren't that many choices
they won't stop till I'm dead

your voice echos through my head
through the hallow halls of my mind
"I'm not ready";thats what they said
I must be somewhat blind

blinded by my selfishness
not fully taken into account of how you feel
I'm sorry this night is ending in sadness
eventually I will heal

the pain of this feeling is very much real
almost as if I was shot
my heart will heal
but my mind will not