I write sins not tragedies

From falling distance and into the aching love the faces seem to fade into the vanity of a dead sky killed by the eyes of those who look upon it. So cast away the wish made and promised by your heart because its already been forsaken and you failed to cry, forsaken by your own eyes, forsaken by the very trust you swore to protect. Now look at yourself, a helpless creature begging for mercy, kneeling before your own mistakes, searching for forgiveness in an unexisting place of dust. The rain fell down and the sky turned black. You destroyed your own existence. Your only reason to live vanished into thin air screaming and begging you not to let it go, but you closed your eyes and turned your back to your very own destiny. I never meant for any of this to happen. I did not design the virus that's caused all this chaos, chaos that lingers in the weak minds of those who follow your path. But somewhere in the past, somewhere in your eyes lies the perfect love, the love I once meant for you to feel. So please dont close your eyes to mine. The days will turn gray but time won't go by. The strongest cage won't hold you from hurting the one I love, the one Id give my life for, that one Id sacrifice for. It wont hold you from hurting yourself. So Im left but to trap you only in time and time wont pass as you see the days go by. Yesterday is a promise you will break, yesterday the dreams whisper your name into my wounded heart, yesterday I did not exist for a dead love, I did not exist for a fake numb touch, I did not exist for eyes I never saw, I did not exist for sounds I never heard. Oh my darling it hurts me deeply and my ego screams in wrath!!!! I did not exist for you