That's Why

Sometimes I think why do I protect my heart
When I know letting go, would give me a head start
Well I just felt the pain I know so well
I wish I could say, but it hurts to tell

When I see what should of been slip by
And my heart wasn't protected, I remember - that's why

Sometimes I wounder, why wouldn't I tell the truth
When I know being true, takes relashionships through the roof
Well if only I would of kept somethings quiet
Then I wouldn't feel all this pain and have to hide it

When I feel so alone because I couldn't tell a lie
And when I see where the truth get's me, I remember - that's why

Sometimes I ponder, why am I afraid of love
When I know that's what the good stuffs made of
Well I was just told that I'm not good enough
I tell people I'm the man, and I've masterd the bluff

When all I can do, is never forget all the times I've wanted cry
and when I'm still afraid of love, I remember - that's why